Sunday, March 3, 2013

Heat

It's march the 3rd, Im FTanCY. And this heat wave has made everyone crazy. 

Heat expands. Melts things. Make things boil. Sets thing on fire. 

In sync with all this heat around me, pointed out this blatant way how my life wasn't expanding.That I was stuck. Single. Alone. Left wondering...

Maybe It's Just You


It’s funny how the world changes sometimes.
How the streets you walked your entire life suddenly seemed darker... Colder....
How the silence isn’t so quite anymore.
How eyes you’ve barely even noticed, now look at nothing but you.
How the walk home is no longer routine, but a victory. And then you begin to wonder
Maybe it’s not the world that’s changed. Maybe it’s just you...

Friday, March 1, 2013

Looking at one perspective


I realized why I liked being a teacher. And still liking it. Which is an overstatement, considering that I’m just being employed for about a month or so. But seriously, I like being address Mr Tan or teacher or Master Tan or even Monster Tan, for all it matters.

It  is good to know that, there are people left in this world that could/would look up to you, inspired by you, scared of you, shaped by you, learned something from you. At least, in their eyes, I was someone- respectable, knowledgeable, and commendable. Kids… are just so pure, so innocent, so naïve, easy to please (well, to a certain extent), easy to distract and so full of life.
  
At the very least, you don’t see spite in their eyes or them, looking down and breathing down your neck like an angry bull. At least, when I’m with them, I’m very happy to see those happy faces looking up to you. That, there’s still hope. That, it’s not the apocalypse (yet) when half of the people in the world are those who judge you, look down upon you, hate you. That the other half, are the people who are there to accept you readily and open-armed.

I love my job.

Most sincerely,
Tan.